…I stayed up until 6am, which i’ve pretty much never done, ever. I went back to bed at 6, waking a sleeping boyfriend who was very confused, then 20 minutes later we got up and had breakfast and i tried to make him feel better about having to go to work when he’s ill. 

i then went to sleep, but woke at 10 coughing up all sorts of disgusting stuff. and i couldn’t go back to sleep, and now i feel worse than i ever have and i’m slightly scared. *sigh*